I had a revelation this week that shocked me. I recognize that I need to heal from lots of things. I have even have “coping strategies” that I could try. I have an amazing support system and really no excuse for why my healing hasn’t begun.
My revelation showed me the reason that I wasn’t healing.
Fear.
Paralyzing fear. I feared something that could help me because… because I was doing just fine napping, exercising and drinking wine to forget about stuff and be positive. What could church, small group, support groups, journaling or focusing on my self really do to help me progress in the world? Where did I begin to fear things that were once helpful?
Fail.
I had some negative thinking before trying to truly dig in and heal. My revelation has inspired me to write. It’s inspired me to share. It has inspired me to stop trying to fix fhe world until I determine what I need to fix within.
The journey begins.
A Casual Thinker 